dear 'past'...
..i noe - it is looking - quite 'unfair'...
quite - a humbling ... coz it comes from 0 vs trillion 0s..
let it sink in...
hugsies - all around...
i think : it is the 'levels' of recursion of humbling..
in now : past and future of it..
i dont noe - where u would 'vent' dem - feelings...
coz for 55+ years of you : never learned to deal with it..
just loan it for few days of happy of kewls..
the babbas : dey are just ur 'choice' of cope..
but noe - i noe what that volcano of feels : does..
u think dem - the symbol and the memory map of it..
is a fluke and delusion..
yet - u hate god for being 'nicer' to mee..
try be nicer to stray and abandoned dogs..
and den we will - talk.
it is quite nice an sunny !
further thoughts...
three of trie