1 minute reading time
it is about - noeing she cant ever - look him in the eye...
...the 'respect' is gone....
some realizations : are just ...too shattering...
she might realize...
it was ...all ...to preserve her 'career'...
which became 'character' of hers...
with kids of her...
with future of her..
but addictions : have a funny power over 'self'...
a 'pop'...and the day just vanishes...
photos remain...
and videos of easy memories - are just too many..
she killed a dog...ate him...and sold rest of it..
...and she was proud devi hinduism in all that...
it is the irony of a mirror..
what is the face : which reflects back...
hers or what page 3 expected out of her...
self love...starts with self respect..
but dem are now 'choices' in past..
for dey were choices of 'her' and her alone...
further thoughts...
the simplies and dimplies : are all proud..
...
if he knew hoe this may end...
he can go on - noeing we did our "best" ....
reality is stranger than fiction...
comics might sound logical...
novel wont
why else would any1 googlie : self sabotage with 'perfection'.