dear amit bro..
...i do want to make u feel - 'special'...
it is a different perspective...an explanation of it - all.
off late : i am able to make sense out of it..
hence - speak about it..
i think, i was being 'led'..
not by me - but by higher force.
just consider dem - circumstances..
got into google - out of the blue..
corona strikes...
lost last parent..
got right hand broken by some armie geriatrix kuk and his kuk son - lawyer..
den relatives show - true aukaat and intents..
mommie veronica - gaming..
and den hole destite of generations beggars and idiots - varmas gaming..
and kavita pmp sharma : failing as ever..
it was a lot ... i dint want to 'win'..
not with dem around : for 'winnning' was made difficult by dem destitutes of frens/familia : horing me money under laws of hindu-sim.
and dere u are - scheming it all..
joining all of dem middkle iq : under ur 'leadership'.
i could not have 'solved' for all of dem - in just few years..
and create a 'new' legacy and 'proud' off it.
u are likey : the ideal 'savior' ..
who made sure : i reach my potential : with all 'time' given in world.
sure u thoth : u were 'winning'..
but that is the illusion : i wanted u to be in..
hoe else u got to show aukaat to 55iq/age biphone patliputra uno?
anyways : grateful for you and mommy : for the passion u put into it.
thanks for your 'service' : u did reign in al the 'snakes'.
grateful.
further thoughts...
my biggest problem - 'routine'...
..and dem letters - are my last 'discipline' of getting back to it..
thanks bro - it is likey u are the sum of it -all. 😘
i want u tell that news x publications - googler : he is history..
tell him in advance - his kuk surname, future and face..
wont save him : it is just his mediocre aukaat - stamped in his face and surname.