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so .... it rained...
and it rained at a nice time...
...god...i really dint want to rite another veronica post..
but fair is always - fair..
and here we go..
i think for veronica..
she ll realize a few things..
people around her - are mirrors..
dey bend to her will - her happy...
her ultimate tool : is using dem looks and voices..
to 'validate' the place of 'useless' she cultivates all around..
in her pretty mind..
dey make her pretty via words and reflection of dem..
and that becomes - a 'habit'..
a 'habit' : is only - recursion..
it can go on for years..
the delusion of people being jealous of 'her'..
or 'losing' her..
in her 'pretty' mind - she is the center of universe of relativity of - all...
those who 'deserve' her 'love'..
need to 'earn' it..
as it is 'programmed' by the simpis and dimplies..
but 'impossible' things do happen..
wen veronica realizes by implications of page 3..
she ll be looking - istupid..
suddenly - the pea cock jar of simpies and implies..
becomes - all 'supportive'...
dey make a party out of - anything..
dey so desperate of 'pretty' association...
dey ll become 'truthful'...and share 'feelings dey held back'..
or logic which page 3 forbade dem to share..
it all starts from 0...
and that is where veronica's worst fear is..
she is as grown up as she was at her first breakup...
'protected' and 'shielded' by the simplies and dimplies of hers..
living or sucking off her life of 'pretty' through the shell of her - identity.
we old, it is not about us at 18 and freedom of 'cititzen'..
.. anymore..it is about next of us.
further thoughts...
i ll say - veronicas are - 'forever 26'...
it is the illusion which feminism painted..
...after 1st breakup / divorse - or adapting religion of 'feminism'..
...just N ways to deny the 'dent' of ego which dey suffered..
and spend weekeds with 'feminists - sister gals and simpies of dem...
while sipping - feministic alkuhul...
thats the 'freedom' which gives dem - leo feels..
she is adored..
and yet - she 'needs' - no1.