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dear amit bro...
...somehow, if u feel empty and deceived...
let me share the 'why' of you..and your - 'strategies'.
it is actually about - habitus..
the people who raised us, inspired us..
and shaped our perspective of the world.
it may sound - mean, but 'logic' doesnt have feelings.
it is about fathers..and how dey 'prepared' us for the world.
mee fathers - and unkles : have that imprint..
dey are weird people - all self sacrificing...
yet - with every sacrifice - meant they 'valued' something / someone..more than their 'self'...
but that has an upside - of respect and 'equality'..
as dey lived and practiced.
it is what i loosely call as 'south delhi' - upbringing.
no 1 in this corner of the world, feels great by showing off wealth on others..
..the clothes are polite, and the words - are precise yet respectful.
with a 'state' like bihar - opposite it true..
for the wealthy and ancestrally 'rich' : are holding on to resources..
by hook, crook or muskle of it.
that is why bihar is bihar : a factory of IIT/IIM/IAPS muggers..
looking for 'approval' and 'respect' - by mugging and demanding 'equality'..
in lands dey migrated to ...
yet never 'earned' in 'values'
the cause and effect of such 'money' based aukaat..
is the little cliks u make - in office or in homes.
dogs : are your eternal rival : for north of india : likes dem.
it is the insecurity of upbringing : which thinks of poor as 'aukaat'..
never recognizing their 'equality' in human or soul of it.
u hate stereotypes or the word - bihari..
but why that 'word' - hurts : is real, physical, economical and 'now' of it.
being 'smart' : is your eternal quest : for page 3 of it..
for u dont want to be recognized the 'runners' from reality : your hapless aukaat is.
it is actually green religion and your forefathers inability ...
..to do anything about it...
it is too factual and geo-graphical..
proximity to holes - paki bangla hoels : is just the init of this virus of 'lack'.
the forefathers of urs : never felt 'secure'..
hence their 'happy' became relative suffering of others.
that is the reason u buy a middkle klass jeruhole flat in ncr..
and think of ur 'titles' of begging : as entitlement of leader of north.
lies : which we tell to ourselves : are most damaging..
and hence the mommy of banglaHole - similarly 'broken'..
using 'approval' of daddy/daddie : to find 'happy' in approval of money/kudos.
it is an ancestral curse : which you and your sideys are repeating..
for to be a leader - any 1 of ur ancestors : should ve acted likey a 'man'..
to have any 'values' of page 3.
this is too much : for your mugged up 'gravity-as' of 55 years..
who thinks : using psy/op of 'seniority' or boss : are good enough reasons to act senior daddy/daddie as boss at work.
my 'win' : was walking away ..
noeing the gutter that followed.
brand it google or bihar : leadership by weak men : makes bihar everywhere.
lack created by lesser of men.
further thoughts...
u dont ve to feel byd ...
arabs are the same - global bigger pattern of 'men' of 'lack'..
dey got all the money in the world..
yet nothing for their future gens - respect or mind for / of it..
...dey learned a behavior - ack white boi as master of brain..
and act along by wearing white illogical gowns to hide the belly or the balding..
infinite money - dint earn dem 'future' or 'leader' ..
just lack of dem.
it is true for 2k years : stereotypes running the world..
hating for the typical of it..
yet - the stereotype - repeats for the 'ego' of it - manner change.