zee 'past'...
...i guess - i underestimated mee - side effects on ur - lives.. 🤔
....den : i also never understood - J of u.
i guess it makes sense noe..
me doing - all this - 'avg mediocre - stuff'..
puts a lot of pressure ...on the mugging 'nice' - superior identity of urs.
it is the rat race of being - 'better'...
i am all full of - gratitude dese days..
so lemme share a secret with u...
..u all - lil veronicas of ur - insecurities..
dem surnames, the titles and the - general 'proud' of u..
is all middkle klass - build on fakey 1971 - $veronica..
that kind of money - created a society of kuk-ness.
whats syd ... most of u - not 'pretty' in 3d or in 'mind' or 'intents'..
that is cause and effect of your - 'concerned' stalking..
and leeching off - lessons : without 'gratitude'.
it is the pattern of u..
it wont and cant - change..
tied to fake-ness ...
and general cowardise of sticking to fakey truths, jobs and ego of it titles,brands.
anyways, mee work : and general progress of it..
is a product of faith and gratitude..
which means humility of mind and logic...
it is sort of recursion too - but not in ego..
but in humility...
noe - we are doing much 3d changes - in identity and hence - money of it..
so : it is kinda expected - u stalking++
i would suggest - u rather get humbled in ur mind..
and ask - what kinda ingrate - learns to never - live it?
this debug - was not possible without ur - invisible contribution..
.... indi kukness....
thanks for making it : so pronounced and hence - global
tell u what - i think i was able to do it all - 1nce i debugged the 'nature' of u..
time holes : which create jazzholes.
it is gratitude - as u deserve it ..
the irony : what i made and would - is 'balance' of u.
thanks and tc.
always " remote "
captain codeparity.
further thoughts...
i am really proud of the best decision of me lame lifey..
walking away from all of u - kallege, skool, professional - peeps ..
it makes sure of many 'futures'
a. i dont 'owe' u a second of mee time
b. nothing i create or do - can be hored off by 'association'
c. it would be 'nice' : witnessing u sucking up
d. middle klass pea cock jar : is just savage
many reasons.
kinda - accepted u as : timehoels..
but i am also 'invested' in 'future'..
i just hope - what u learn or debug or 'accept'..
is transferred to next gens - kids of urs..
coz - let dem be - free and not stupid. 😇