it rained ... and i m guessing...

05 May 2026

it rained ... and i m guessing...
...it would keep - on and off...raining...
..dere are so many levels of it...but for mommie of veronica..

it seems like a conscious choice of 'easy'..
which seems to promise - a bright light at the end of the tunnel..
yet : seems like an illusion.

exactly : likey diya was supposed to light up the 'darkness'.

it is funny : hoe dese 'pretty' games turn out to be...

i refuse to see her as a victim..
as i feel : she is quite 'smart' or intelligent..
but in the opposite direction of it...

i think it start from 'identity'...
her idea of 'i'...
her complete self : as she 'wished' it.

the people - simpies, dimpies and parents of it..
are an illusion to the will and 'choice' of ego..

yet a fallback of it - a justification of it.

at the base of it : i think it is the 'pretty' or 'burden' that it is..
it makes you a slave of approval, work is easy wen approved..
and advise of 'good' pretty kind : is favorite open source of society..

i think what hurts her more : is the idea of her failing her wish..
but that seems like much of a deeper thoth..

coz for a leo : it is always - how it looks to the kingdom of hers.

free will of hers : is always - 'proud'..
the hack : which lets her repeat her - 'loops'.

further thoughts...

i just think of it as -
consistent cowardice of cow exporting state of hypocrisy of kali devi..
but that is just my version of it. 🫣