zee kids..
...dere is 1 basic construct : which this app-y world ..
has taken away from u...and it is just what makes - 'gratitude'..
it is patience..
really - it is..
i noe it sounds - unkewl..
but patience of will : is what converts faith -> belief..
and it all - builds up from dere..
i noe u all likey - auntie veronica..
and i dint mean to involve : her for the longest time of it...
but den - i had to..
the reasons : were not really - personal..
but for all layers of it..
usually - such 'encounters' : end with bitterness..
the reasons - are bound to be - ego bound..
yet 'time' - makes 'choices'..
the reward for such approach ..
is having a clean stack - a guilt free - future..
that is 1 thing : which i prioritized more than - anything..
the reason : was not to make a public spectackle out of it..
initially, but the long term impact of it..
unkle amit : is kind of black hore of baldies male kinds..
values - flexible beyond age..
but money : and property dealer show of it - takes priority.
it is what weak mean : hungry and desperate for 'approval'...
end up doing ...
auntie might hurt for now ..
but for the long term : and the kids ...
i think she ll be better off...
for the life : we live : we dont really plan for - retirement..
and financial planning : is just 'dreams' of easy optimistic 'veronica' of men..
it seemed to be the bigger purpose..
for future and kids of it..
and that is the 'karma' : which i signed up for..
while making or discovering the religion of 9 boxes.
remember : to judge is not for us, we ll be lucky if we can judge our
-choices. 🙂
further thoughts...
it has gotten to such quantum levels - me talking nice - heats up unkle amit ..
so - worth it : in all quantum directions 😆