zee peeps...

30 Apr 2026

zee peeps...
...i hope u are noe : getting a feels of the burden - knowledge is..
it is really - taxing and drives u - crazie...

i wish : i could turn it off..
i really tried ... for a few years...
i ignored .... tried to believe - world is a fair place..
and 'science' tech - my field : would lead to - a better world...

the hole - career : became a dark joke..
and to add to the funsies..
peeps think of this noe : as an opportunity to makey - money..

money is a tool for accelerated self destruction..
if u dont noe - 'purpose' of u..
what u want and needs..
with the ecosystem - around it..
your - metaverse.

though i have solutions..
and debug of why of it all..
...it is just a method to quantify : the madness which runs mee mind..

it is not a privilege..for sure..
it seems likey a beacon : which attracts - narcs..

and i prefer hyenas : than society/religion made - narcs..
narcs have soft tools - religious gods borrowed pride..
the state pride, the surname, the fakey ancestral glory..

yet : nothing to show for it : except excuses.

it is easy to talk - dharma..
yet karma and karan : is what is needed for the times..

it comes from inside : not a label : leader is no - privilege..
but a curse for those who noe...
... : what would happen : if dey dont lead.

further thoughts...

me reboots - coz of 'money'.=.3....
yet dey were - easy.. coz money can be earned - with mugging and yesmanship.

time - cant be.

...phew : heavy stuff....
that calls for a walk in the grey skies - nice weather.
tx and tc.