u noe .... i dont want to keep any1 ... hopeful...

21 Apr 2026

u noe .... i dont want to keep any1 ... hopeful...
not even for a day...
..that is too cruel of a game : breadcrumbing.

from the day i resigned google..
i knew : auntie veronica : was knee deep in the hole 'plot'..

i dint noe : the depths of it..

to the very ends.

a vow : taken as 'fun' to 'belong' in kewl new team..
was too much of a gratitude...
afterall - amit kumar director : was the sensei..
in skills as well as fantasy.

sure : she 'felt' something..
but it is just likey a banglaHoley devi : feels for any goat..

a lil bit of 'attachment' was 'natural'..
afterall - u get used to the hole thing - in 40s with a kid.

the special part : was the rituals..
it was both of dem..
riling each other up.

they never had access to that kind of money/fame..
...it was bound to go - overboard.

i think this where both of dem - completely 'expressed demselves'..
hockus pockus : part of the 'culture'..

as unbelievable it may sound..
that is 1 of dem 'skills'..
which she admired in senior amit.

and that was the biggest - surprise.

to have some 1 hate you so much..
while acting smiley : for mother and kid of it...

that is why : it is impossible..
coz - dem hockus pockus : might be unreal..

but what was real - was 'money' dey stole off wins..
dey ll hold back the 'win'..
only to announce it after i was declared - non performer..
coz that would allowed - credit to be hored by bosses and minions of dem

it was not the devi veronica only..
that was the 'theme'..
make it a family - punjaabi x bihaari x baniya = google dei kewls

none of dem - compute or can create better.

but age and geriatrix likey pappu / kurien thee half..
dem were the benchmark

i missed the 'age' cutoff : 55+

hence all this.

...anyways : i think wen or if this google thing settles..
many are heading for jail or courts.

including dem - advisors and black crow.

complex..right?

it is : useless makes complex.

tell u what - she and he are smart enough - dey should figure it out 🤣

further thoughts...

acutally the original plans were to make me 'act out' in public or on some - blood relative.
i was supposed to be in jail : for asking for what was owed to me..
it is democraxy and arts/crafts as judiciary - mass consensus decides destiny of more capable.