zee past...
..i call u ingrates - for multiple reasons..
...most of it : coz u ingrate for me time/home and resources of it..
wen a scarred fatherless boi...
likey me : 'wins' despite hindu burdens of sisters' marriages..
and brothel in laws of lusers..
it is bound to challenge u..
more so - as u all - mediocre middkle klass..
whiners
whose 'win' : is getting a 3rd grade visa and some white approval.
the 'association' : becomes 'illogical' as we time++
the 'divergence' of money : is ignorable..
but jealousy : is often not.
it shows in snooping..
and gossip..
and noe- mediocre kuk hungry lives of urs..
years of eating easy food ; easy life..
defeating fat : is your biggest challenge..
with kuk culture : 'masks' of mediocrity : fall off..
and logic : doesnt make sense.
i went away : for your mental well being..
seriosly
i new what times were about to come..
ur white puppa : was about to reboot - 'progress'..
and u : hopelessly dependent on dem - approval and fartel marathons
we had different purpose..
and ur spouses : dey were just your 'ego' preservation mechanism..
as mandated by you insecurities.
hell
and men who make it.
further thoughts...
i guess - the rohini /neo bihar "kothi" : was more of a testament of mee father > urs..
and that neo bihar/neooda 'flat' in 5 years - jeruhole pigeonhole..
was mee > u
and now is mee captain codeparity : reminder of grandfather..
mee ram >>>>>>all urs ancestory.
arcade is open : 24x7 : man up to 'challenge'
my 'secret' : was just realizing - god : always gives 'more'..
if i stay 'true' to mee - values : purpose of me..
..i consider ur aukaat , too time/value comsuming..
not worth it - for 'value'..
but 'fun'..
noe it is not the time for 'fun'..
but 'noe' : changes everyday 🤣