GM peeps...

GM peeps...
sometimes i feel : if i am giving enough 'respect' to the concepts ..
..which i am trying to re-introduce to you...

❇️ : noe : is 1 of dem - ‘easy’ concepts.

which is anything - but easy.

The function of ‘solitude’ : is exactly determining the default ‘weight’ of your - choices.

your ‘now’ : is the only thing - which ‘changes’..

in reality : it could never - change : it is the default u : as it ‘evolves’ with time..
but it doesnt really - change, it ‘grows’ : nothing about your ‘now’ : is exponential : but linear or organic.

the major checkpoints of this ‘now’ ❇️ as it changes : is your life's different - checkpoints..
bachelorhood, job, dating, marriage, promotions - growth etx..

yet - u ll realize : the world is made to change you ❇️ : drastically.

we call that a ‘win’.
but is it really?

It is 1 of dem - self bias calibrations : which takes - years..
coz ‘choices’ - tend to stack up on each other...
and debugs : become recursive .

ego hides the initial loss of ‘self’ of ❇️ as we double down on our perceived ‘ego’ : world as it sees us..
the promise which our ‘identity’ made to the world, as it rewarded us with.

This is what i call - loss of soul fragment : a choice where ‘self’ of ❇️ at ‘moment’ was lost..
and ego made its choices - for survival, approval or for any 3d noble - purpose.

further thoughts...

this is the hardest job - calibrating your personal and capitalistic - neutral of 'now' ❇️
u ll see it changes..
wen it changes from - inside..
that is what tells u the most important parts..

is this 'feeling' - mine?
or is it coming from somewhere - external?

think of it like a freshly calibrated antenna : which works better with every reboot, since it noes what bias it dealth with - last time.

you might realize - what hockus pockus is : hoe does it work..
it is mostly 'intents' planted in biased/egoistic people : and it works via 'u' and people around u.
it is just frequencies : as our mind 'thinks' : body got no conscious control over it. 😵‍💫

change vs evolve : sound the same..
but 1 is external : other is 'discovery'..
..the best part about the exercise of finding 'noe' ❇️...
is about finding your highs/lows..

the path : which lead upto it
the 'choices' : which were made..
and hoe : it felt

u ll discover the bias and 'choice' of it - yours or 'externally' triggered..
hockus pockus works in words, advise and silences 😵‍💫