zee cloud and googlies of dem...
...i guess...the start of surprises : was me resigning and not ‘fighting’ dem 55 iq baldies...
...of late .... since mee son was born...i ve prioritized : time over money...
it made me realize a lot of things..
useless people : using him as bait...
to be in my life...
using all my - money...
and worst - my time : in all the dance drama which led upto it.
i ve begun to generalize money - in terms of ‘time’...ever since den..
this horing of money : is invisible..
people eating ur ear off : to think dey are smart ...to get coaching ...on phone..
or ‘recommendations’....
or just feeling better : by talking to some1 who has it tougher than dem.
it became a huge time hole..
mostly to carry the few destitutes of hindu marriages ; and whatever garbage which came with that sub human habitus.
it became clear : money makes more - idiots
and hores of dem : in hoards..
who use ‘society’ and religion : to hore and justify - failures.
google : was the same..
people trying to ‘lead’...
yet : afraid of failure.
either dey were at rong place..
or i was..
so i started taking it as a express - marketing and sales course...
made ‘express’ : by ‘fights’ of middkle class : pretending to be - something ++
the fights were mediocre : and worst were the efforts to steal and hore.
no 1 teaches arts/crafts : google is about engineering...
and engineering : cannot be delievered by dem arts/crafts - sales hores of ibm / oracle
but dere minds work : differently..
dey thoth : dem it muggers of discount buys of windows admins/ java programmers : were ‘engineers’
dey were bottom of the tier : barely engineer : cant install linux if my life depends on it = engineers.
anyways : coming from 3rd grade saftware bodyshopping companies with ‘domestic’ experience.....
....it was ‘expected’.....the ‘class’ and the ‘win’
10 lacks : and each of dem - sells out for bajwa bonus.
the middkle klass : sticks to dem...
none of dem : earned > 30 lpa avg before google..
the small doles : doled out by small men : were dere - aukaat.
some were scared of losing the ‘brand’ - the other kind of chicken in that ‘team’.
the internal ‘wars’ : and the ‘wins’ despite dem..
i earned my stripes...
within hyenas.
thats hoe i learn : in conflicts and in defeats.
thats is how u win in fighting games : dere is no ‘excuse’ : just performance and strats.
the example : is noe of it..
it is all part of a very cold strategy..
it builds legacy for me : while it erases urs.
i ll call that - a desi googlie. 😇
further thoughts...
dem bajwas, aggarwals kurien - 'seniors'...need google to define dere 'identity'.
i make my own.
hugo prize.