dear 'past'...

11 Apr 2026

dear 'past'...
...i am exactly aware about the fungus like nature of yours...
...the kind of binary search it does - to 'insert' it back into my now and future.

it is dem idiots of - infrequent kinds..
dey think : dem idiots can play drama of - i dint knew...

i noe the nature of your kinds..
technology - saved u 'time'..
only to consume it - in free calls, gossip and snooping.

it is the purpose-less, self deprecating lives - page runs as 'rich'..
it is recursive - the function and 'parties' of dem..

some idiot : invites u to some middkle klass - 'function'..
and u got to 'reciprocate' : by inviting or involving the same idiot - back

it is 'balance' of reciprocity : hacked as equality

i ll give u few example of hoe stupid
: u are : most of my past and noe - snoopeys

most of you - mugged for ielts
to land in some 3rd world toilet paper/water bottle country
white-ness : made u believe : it was 'better'

and your inherent : insecurities : make u act superior on 'indians'.

the best example : was few years back..
wen i had it somewhat - debugged..
till - L1 : how this 'reset' would affect dem canadda, australia

but i guess - i was 'desperate' and disturbed..

and that is hoe i knew - what snake i have been feeding..

3rd klass 60% pass..
imported into 3rd grade import based economies..
to play - whiter than brown bois for desis

no1 gives 2 hoots about u being dere..
and that is the desperation : ur kinds show : while u hore for 'attention'.

..i left u all : as a conscious - 'choice'..

it was to become - better

not - normal / mediocre to 'belong'

i hope the reasons are becoming clear..
...we were never - 'equal'...

equal to u : is just an opportunity to 'consume'.

it is about dem stories : which u told ur middkle klass - gossip circles..
explaining the page 3
page 3 : is salvage ..it consumes its participants..
it always needs - gossip and victims

the purpose : is parties and what makes dem

you are the food of your own gossip noe..
in all your - lazy inherited mediocrity.

that is why : this 0 'home' : feels so much - better..
it helps me becoming 'more of me'
and 0 of you.

not a usual coward..
but

a creator. 😇