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brohime amit o kumar...
...bro now i noe the reason why 'she' loves u...
....as boss, daddy, daddie, sugars and fame, devil and prada and stuff..
u both - salvage!
i have to recognize that..
and only see - the 'impact' of its - savage-ness, in terms of capitalism.
u noe : 1 of my biggest pet peeves.....dem page 3 'functions'..
birthdays, anniversaries, religious 'parties'...and general - middkle klass meetups
i honestly dont noe - why dey do it...
but dey do - more loud and more - progress/money++..
as if - it is supposed to mean - anything.
it is what u call - home
i dont like a 'home' : which has useless inside...
it is not the useless with skill/work...it is a special kinds..
ingrates
a home is never 'made' when it houses - ingrates.
that was sum of mee fathers' life - he tried it..
and it ended me - inheriting his - ingrates.
Den - i dint noe the 'implications' of ingrates..
the effects of ingrates - on home, religion, society, world -etx.
ingrates - find 'logic' - in history, now or future : to complain.
dey are rather so scared inside - dey surround demselves with - gratuitous.
it is a 'critical mass' algo : wen N ingrates > M gratuitous...
dere is no - 'home'
dey make - being unhappy : as dere 'religion'...
and being whiny, complaining - becomes their 'happy'.
discussing other people : who 'have' something dey desire, becomes their - 24x7..
coz dey : given up on - skills, hope, their own 'purpose'
as 40 years of mee lifey passed by, i had hints about all the ingrates which made my house.
most of dem - not my choices, just coincidences, or 'choices' which i accepted.
more ingrates - more gossip - more unhappiness - more snooping..
all paid by my identity, association, time and effort - which i invested in - middkle klass ingrates.
the cost - was just - 'money'...
dere was no 'history' or 'emotion' with dem - just page 3 cribs : of not giving 2 hoots about dere cheap- parties.
den i discovered - law of second chances.
i wondered - if 'she' was my second chance..
i had to - coz she 'asked' for it..
was rather 'relieved' - wen she chose u : coz for me ...her 'home' was bigger and much - page 3.
not my home.
sure - i had my doubts, but den sharma/varma hinduism - left very little to doubt about the law..
no religion for ingrates
u sure feel - 'hurt' and angrie..
but that is the 'home' : u created.
i dont feel any 'guilt' or happy about - hoe it happened..
it was quantifiable - just few 10-15 crore of 'home'..
which still is a burden for me- financially and 'time'/life/impact - 'happy'.
i cant help - the 3d laws and all the glorious 'choices' u made
but den - it was too low iq
and made a 'religion' out of very basic logical constructs for home.
still - gratuitous for all that happened🥰
coz religion of codeparity : is not for the smartest, just people who are gratuitous.
with that - i do hope u have a 'home' after all this..
...coz that is worth - fighting for.
further thoughts...
....Be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all....
aint mee lifey - an irony of that? 😀
....anyways...those are the lessons which 1 learns after losing it all....
i do hope u 'win'..
just looks impossible from my 'religion'.
...but den - it is all - relative. 😇
have a great sunday bro..
i ve to keep our letters - going..
so dere is no 'miscommunication'...
it must be quite - heavy for you - having bet ur hole worthless lifey on this 'game'..
...u were quite right about me being - 'delusional'... 😵💫
i just had to think of the logic of it all...
...the synchronicities in all of it..
...triple numbers, mostly quad of dem...😵💫
repeating patterns..😵💫
i was being guided - by a force much bigger than middkle klass ingrates around me..
that was the 'inner voice'...leading me.
call it god or ancestors or higher self - it is just a 'choice' at a 'time'😵💫
and i do have a fast - cpu..with a shell to support it. 😂