i dont think - i ll makey a good teachable unkle...

i dont think - i ll makey a good teachable unkle...
...i am not supposed to...not my 'time'...
my current rank : Capt. CodeParity : so less yap yap.

I want to tell you about - 'flow'...
flow : is difficult to describe ...
but it is easy to feel - your life feels - effortless..
choices - seem none or easy..

and u become unhappy - wen that flow is gone.

i wanted to find a pattern to my - flow..

that was the prime reason - for 'nostalgia'..
and sharing dem - stories of imaginary kinds..

to me...
it comes from - delusions called - gut feelings..
as u grow old...
3d constructs : are designed to make you ignore you gut

which reward u for short run..
but makey to lose the flow of choices..

this is more of a 'watch' thing...
not a lesson...but a self discovery - thing..

for me - flow meant - i would succeed..
in small things - likey repairing small stuff..
and coding - complex things..

time passed - easy..
and things got done..
...and my life : is a result of flow ...
in 99 : no1 told me - it would end up becoming the most rewarding thing..
in my professional lifey..

neither did navy shtick..which paid lower..
and was : 0 glamor or title..
or the satcom/telco shtick..
or the startup - discovery for few 10 years..
or google..

coz i come from 0..if i wont ve followed the flow of it..
none of dem stories - would ve been - fiction.

energy thing : is the same for me..

i ve discovered a different perspective of 'solve'..
west peeps : makey 'heroes'..
with infinite - power...

dere dreams : are of tesla : who would makey free energy for all..

if patterns are to be considered..
i would never build or aim to built something so big..
which take eions and millions to build/scale..

that would be making - vertical systems..
which never scale.

and i noe : tesla lived in times wen we dint have - semiconductors.

my job - is to keep u delusional...dey makey solutions 😵‍💫

distributed systems : coz u can quantify and scale dem - linearly..
rather than - depend on dem - masters!!

further thoughts...

thats why 'religion' came 1st..
how can u makey infinite energy - wen u dont noe how much u need?
coz that would be arts/crafts thingking - 'wishes'..

wishes makes - bombies. 😇

region : makes sustainable 'human'
sustainable human : is quantified human...
informed human..
he noes : how much he needs - for him...his familia..his needs/wants..
so he can - scale his 'choices'..

else we ll have - 'now'...
peeps pimping - 'energy' ..
painting page 3 : to rule via 'money'..
and becoming middkle klass leader with no 'vision'.

religion makes - 'vision' = sustainable 🤯