i could not pinpoint this earlier...
why : i kinda hated - mommy veronica...with such - 'faith'..
...it was the 'vector' of 'superiority'..
with all the amits : i ve been pitted against..
dey all were - well : superior in some dimension..
better car, house, passport etx..
but with this biharPhone55 - dere was no 'compete' - possible..
or imaginable..
the physics of it : made it - crystal binary..
not did the mommy - chose garbage of seniority..
but got paid : to double down..
not she was 'poor' or middkle or upper of it..
it was the 'ego'..
she could not imagine - not winning... a rong choice..
the 'page 3' : would not have been - proud..
the page 3 : which would judge her to death - now.
it is total evil combination of all - worse qualitites over - decades of decadence..encouraged by the same gutter - page 3..
the logic became simple..
other veronicas : challenged me to become - better..
mommy - settled for gutter..
and got paid for being smiley for it..
while quilting on it - parties and N of open kewl society.
wow.
further thoughts...
congrats amit - being the bossly mentor who groomed a mommy to - shame.
...and give some to googley genius tards too..
who played cupid with ciagras : for the bossness.
again - wow.!
ironically...
with the side effect of spicy news..
peeps believe debaucherry more than - simple let downs..
the googley 'stamp' and years of it..
kinda make it unofficial - official for middkle klass..
i come from it - i noe dere - 'logic'. 🤣
so....it would be - manhohar kahani - exclusive in hindi 🤣
damm dark middkle klass...
sorry - i dint imagine lol - for this long..
thanks. 😂