zee 'past'...

zee 'past'...
...as we go forward...
....i do think about 'trust' and 'well being'...

wen in kinda - 'implored' many of you ...
to take the 'leap of faith'...

it was not on me..

it was on you..

the proud version of you..
which might be much better of - if 'now' is to be considered.

it means : u trusted - baldies and excrements of dem..
rather than your own - free will

what is more - irrational..
it seems likey : u have a 'cloud' of people around : which egged u on..
to go on : for years..
losing your - choices

it cant be 'addictions' or 'easy' of money..
it has to be - more than that..

i think : it is 'hate'..
in purest form of it.

which I find weird as of now..

for me - all this : is a pattern..
a bigger pattern : which came from a bigger - purpose.

few years back - wen i started on debugging of i, family and 'purpose'...
i had all the - clues...but not enough 'words' to simplify it.

now : wen it makes sense : 'flow' is there too..
and it looks - elegant, logic of grace - the symbol and religion of it all...

i cant help but wonder - in few years from 'now'..
how would u justify - now in future?

 ...coz - it rained. 🙂