sometimes i do wonder...

sometimes i do wonder...
...if i fulfilled the duties of prime stable boi ...at googley levels or not? 🫣
....it is the performance bar needed at L6. 😪

i dont think amit boss : would still give me decent grade in this gDrama. 🫥

i find it quite - disappointing...really. 🙄

just to recall few highlights..

• made mommy veronica : feel special
• did some 'sacrifice' of modern kinds..
• worked for her royality - despite dem making fun of ded mother
• even worked with a broken hand : for her mommy universe googley future..
  ..was on line
• wen she asked for familia : dint persue her
• did a proper gratuitous handover of work, money, credit and familia..
  to amit dearest : the 'chosen'
• walked away with a ritten mail of gratitude to makey it - official
• dint even ask for a 'coffee date' : which she asked herselves.
• even kept quiet for 2 years of it

i do wonder : what else could ve done. 😔

..i think even shravan kumar wont be able to play stable boi for dem googlies.

i noe : dey all still hate mee..
but : do tell me - what could i have done - 'better'???

anyways : we do wish for the best for all dem involved..
coz humbling of such public kinds..
tends to leave a mark.

and i did warn about : blocking mee path..
it is a pattern ..it happens - always.

really shorrie baldies - spl amit 55..
such scars ; are difficult to heal in twilight years.

and i even kept the holey flame burning.

true test of twin flameys!! 😍

further thoughts...

i get bored u noe..
have to work with novels..
ai keeps spitting observations and new - phenomena.

gemini sais : i did - good. 😊

bro amit hates me ...but i think dem posts : help dem glue together.
twisted stuff stable bois have to do to keep the holey coupling - together 🫡