"what do i deserve?"

21 Mar 2026

"what do i deserve?"
....that is the question which is reverberating in the universe.
....i asked it - decades ago.

now many people are asking it..
to demselves...
and to people : who played god for dem.

for peeps : it is baldies.
for kids : it is parents

and for diya : it is the googley - cloudy management.

amit has no answers : but 'excuses' of doubling down : more
bajwa / mitesh / binoda etx : dem have no answers : but typical Kuk silence.

the beauty of 'time'...
often shows itself in such moments..

a realization hits the ego...
which causes - delusions.....

sometimes : there are 'choices'..
and sometimes : dere are 'none'

playing god is not easy..
and playing with gods' plan - is not possible.

i have done this 0 reboot : so many times..
that i forget the beauty of it..

u ll get what u need..

is often balanced by

u ll get what u really 'want'..

and the question of 'what do i deserve?'..
melts away.

dere are no lessons in that moment : just faith -> belief.

it changes u.

This sunday codeparity baptism..
is about grandfathers and their wisdom...

should ve listened.