u have not dealt with true darkness..
...unless u have experienced - helplessness.
...1 of the most darkest realization of my life - was 'encouraged - addiction'..
addictions - of any forms..
are quite - damaging..
yet : the true damage of any addiction..
is not what 1 does to 'self' - by being addicted..
but others - who suffer their - addiction.
image a widow...
wallowing in untimely death of her husband..
slightly being cajoled : into addiction of alcohol..
by approval of the eldest - daughter / brothel in law..
it is called - 'understanding' in pentidass world..
it was hinduism x feminism 'max' ..
as approved by pentidasses - jerk off horey - mugging..x page 3 x hollybolly
years would go on..
and a shameful addiction - becomes entitlement..
after decades : it becomes about 'quality' of alcohol..
and den : it becomes about 'control'..
those who want to 'control' the addictions of an addict - bad..
but those who remotely 'control' and 'feed' the addict - good.
the 'why' of it : has the most darkest insights..
and 'why' of it : takes heart and ego : to digest it all
hinduism was a formless garbage peddled by weak of mind..
thoroug weak of bodies..
with no spine.
kavita sharma x amit kumar : were the same..
dey both avg muggers of dark psy/ops..
which gave dem 'win's but never - happiness..
dem - kuk games : become so engrossing..
dey never realized it aint - life..
but a perverted form of - happiness of 'control'...
sure she consumed the mother likey the father..
but 'blame' is to be on 'son'..
for the hore in law to have have public ball of manliness of hero..
with an imaginary - spine.
thats why the novels felt - incomplete..
the 'why' - the ancestral casteist cancerous 'why' of yellow-ism..
was missing from it.
thats why if felt - cheap and easy to let go..
it was 'devolution' - of the cheap / low iq - lower birthed - pentidasses.