zee past and telco hores of binoda..

zee past and telco hores of binoda..
..this 'moment'...gives me few insights..
....if u even have a half of pea sized brain...

u ll knoe : the 'work' which i already shared...
is kinda : 1 of most valuable debugs for entire - humanity..
there is a learning in even that..

u ll realize : i dont really notice - likes
but : whenver i do get a random likey

it is not from - 'india'
it is from random strangers : around the world

that tells u a lot about - random acts of kindness..
or just - gratitude..

or just - being 'free'..

the debug or rather depressing realization..
indians are not free..
neither is - rest of the world..

we seem to be free - do stupid stuff..
but not the stuff : which matters...which gives meaning to lifey..
and really : improve - future..

which means : you & thee balding : is the really the master of minds..
either by their gravityass or just - fear of dem..

which means : dey make - cowards, likey u.

i dont think : we should be - cowards...
or scared of people : who converted earth to a hellhole..
just coz few 90s middkle klass : preferred to wag their tails..to white boi..

to me : this ancestral cowardise : justified as caste/divides..
it the root cause of recursion of nepotism..

the best - public example : is home minister..
no shame
no impact ..
just horing off respect for decades...for dem 5 footiya - applauds.

same is your tech middkle klass heroes : idols of your jobless-ness.

am bout - not exhibiting a typical 90s symptom - coming early..

the symbol -and its implications : are too far reaching..
the debugs : is just start of stuff...

i noe 'nature' of ur kinds ... if it was any of u...
...u would ve run off with it : as some new born guru..

i am an engineer : a mechanic : a mason..
whatever the job requires..

though : i dont 'want' any of your kinds..
but i noe the 'nature' too...
all of you - my past : is desperate hore of - approval...

and association : and winning off work of others..
by demeaning work and even - association.

the secret : your ingrate nature - makes u what u r..
god : doesnt really care about the alms u thow at beggars..
to makey a page 3 - photu..
or the religious - 'giving'..

deeply inside..
u ve accepted - god doesnt exist..
or u are always : forgiven.

i am too busy to think about any of u..
but i also noe your jobless / narc nature..

u ll likey - to feel better..
noe
wen it only makes - u : feel better...
the 'excuses' and depth of dem : is not important.

what is important : is that 'rebirth' : happened few years ago..
and it is new lifey for me..
the 1 i made via my own hands / mind.

this time : i just wont have 'crowd' to take 'credit' of 'help' in it.

i noe u cant help - snooping..
yet - u learned nothing

further thoughts...

i guess - the consistency of last few years..
is hard to ignore..
and that is just what i share on linkedin...
even that : is hard for u to match up...
yet - here u r - ingrates as ever 🥱