amit bro...
why u cant convince 'her' back to - daydreaming and ciagras..
is quite - 'logical'..
it is dem - 'moments'
at L2 levels ..
she liked what she felt like..
her 'leadership' : was hers..
she made the moves : and she 'won'
the weekends : were real brag..
not controlled by : some geriatrix' glory..
or the burden of it.
at L1 : the family picture : looked 'good'..
...it felt like she could 'talk' : her ample bleh blah..
and it would be - heard and appreciated..
it was those - monday mornings..
...it was always her - pinging with some - work 'excuse'..
of 'planning'- alone kinds
at L0 : i could tell - she felt 'proud'..
she told me - in quite happy genuine -words..
..she felt 'happy' of the achievements of 'work'..
those 'memories'..
cant go away..
and den - those were few 'months'..
but noe : after 'years'...u cant really : do the 'possible' of stableBoi.exit(-n)
...it doesnt bode well for (2,2)
her 'happy'.
and well : it is the hole - frens/familia of hers...
the noise : which made it - 'nice'..
she kinda - hates dem..
she hates the money : promotion etx : she got as 'rewards'..
i think : u made her hate herselves.
that is quite an achievement..
and the hole irony of it..
u promise her - it will all be alright - soon...
but in the behind truth of it all ...
..is just u horing money from both sides....
the other 'truth' of it...
she keeps u 'sane' : outside : 3d : parties and the leverage of dem.
this 'breaking' is different ...
it is quite - dastardly, sinful : beyond 'age' ..
beyond - life-times..
i am glad - u 'won'.
coz that kind of 'karma' : the darkness of it..
she must ve done - something really - rong.
anyways bro - things we do for - 'house'!!
the worst/best of it all
: i got no words which may 'help'.
u 'helped' dem - all.
further thoughts...
"she is the 'glue' : who hold u - together...from breaking!!" 😍
...oh that is golden boi stable - line of all times 😆