the ? of fighting with gooley-ites..
...did i want to be - either of dem?
was i jealous of what dey had?
it was really simple : i dint want - any of it..
and i dint desire : any of dem 'things'..
den it was about 'brand'..
was i amazed by any of the 'brains' i met?
or was google - my duty to reform..
or to prove myself to?
the answers : none..
it was a pure money - play..
and all were : money hores..
more so : as dem not intelligent..
but try : too hard...
dere was no - reason..
rest : about 'ego' and dem balding - bullies..
dey 'hid' behind women : using white bois' money...
so really : nothing dere...
none of dem baldies : bet on demselves..
but projected : others as 'immature' or 'junior' or 'not dere yet'..
even 'money' made with dem..
seemed likey liability...
the middkle klass brains : never grew beyond houses and cars..
size of dem : making up for the 'man' of 5 foots.
considering what was about to 'happen' in few years..
just considering the imminent decline of $veronica : their 'bios'..
i knew i had to 'invest' time - wiseley
solve et coagula of balding brains : global yet local.
i guess we all get 3 phases of lives...
till 20 : living it up..
aspiring for things..
and 20-40 : wen we get those things..
or our 'desires' - become more than us...
it was about - rest of life..
yet : all i feel is gratitude..
knoeing : past is going to 'teach' a lot more..
in their 'superior' lives...
as 'gestalt' of mine - 9 choices of # ; takes me and others - forward...