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zee baldies : u got to - 'help' biharPhone55..
..he is still - hallucinating in 'past'...
and his hallucination with 'winning' : might 'cost' u a lot more..
anyways, sometimes i think, i get too rude..
and it riles u up..
to understand the cold logic of it.
amit kumar : promised a bit too much..
the 'win' : as predicated on 'savagery' he thoth of as - leedership.
i think : all of u get 'sold' as wily smart old 'indian' classic - page 3 society..
hunters..
who use their contacts : to go savage on 'targets'..
and here i was : an abandoned - dog..
too rich for his - burches..
and my humility : does bait a lot of hyenas..
..ever since my dad passed away in 2003..
dont u think : i am a bit - accustomed to the savagery la 'baldies'..
casteism and all?
about amit ...
i told u : it was likey a -rerun...
den college veronica...was something special...
a pure friend..
too smart : too gifted..
and i was filling the hole : which would eventually : consume my father..
so : my spidey sense : told me few years in adv..
to stay - away ...
for 'duties' : i could not fulfill..
sure cutesy smartest college veronica : found my 'best fren'..
as bf/lurver -> hubby...to 'prove' the love of it all..
i ended up becoming - villian..
it is the lil number which bollywood did on ur amit kinds..
and i was to play villain again : for i was the poor stable boi..
who 'deserted' mommie veronica..
for boss/hero elderly amit : was better 'choice'
i kinda : expected it..
she proposed 'family'...
and den : she said - no..
i was amused : for me : freedom..is what i missed..
money lost its meaning..
and my home was just spending some lost time with kid..
and dogs..
and that was my hole happy : for 2 googley : slavery : years..
..for 'junior' pretty : ingrates.
but amit kumar : could not 'win' on deals..
but he as to 'prove' better..
and aunite veronica : has to 'prove' it too..
for their power play google couple thing : was the delusion..
dey wanted to 'believe' and live
customers : dey 'smart'..
we were underdogs..
so i knew : hoe it would go..
and den : dem destitutes of my sold out personal lifey..
were keen on winning..
in a 'new' tone : dominating rather than : beggin lies.
dey no good : actors..too desperate : too nobodies..
for i fed dem : ingrates for years : in money and time..
i knew it was super director google cloud..
who wanted to 'prove'..
outside : by horing : parties meets and schemes..
i think bollywood did a number on unkle bihar..
we more of thanos kinds..
fathere kinds..
I know what it's like to lose
To feel so desperately that you're right, yet to fail nonetheless.
It’s frightening.
Turns the legs to jelly.
I ask you, to what end?
Dread it. Run from it
Destiny arrives all the same.
further thoughts...
u noe : google never felt likey - 'home'...
it was house of ingrates : of technology/resources - influence - the balding.
i am home now : it 'earns' and it feeds - a total self sustainable - lifey..
in money and in happy.
i 'create' best : wen 'happy'..
not insecure or incompetent. 🤣
that is to say...
ur money : is no 'good' in my world..
and future : i will create..
...i think u lost on the basic lesson of leadership needed in capitalism : leverage.
u got NULL.
"null" - 0 pointer...
c programmers : would 'get' it..
...it is kinda : kewl nerdie lols 🤗