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zee kids ... i often wondered..what good comes out of sharing - such 'darkness'..
...much of my struggle : was finding out reasons : to 'fight' for...
...it wasnt the frens, the ladies of dem or the mommies of dem...
i was a father.
that was my reason and duty ...
..and i decided : to put my skills to deal with it all..
sure i could ve created 'new' : in silence...
v v page 3 : approved..
for me : everything makes sense from 'why' of it all...
and den dere in was my answer...
dark exists coz light has to cut through it..
u ll think : i am 'proud' of all this : and past...
but i am absolutely : not...
survival : is for lusers.
i am here to teach u to - thrive...
wen dere is no 'hope'...
and all the mediocre around u : will double down...
to preserve their 'safe' : their idea of history : page 3 : mass 'cope'..
the 'age' we are entering into : is not the same as previous 'eion'...or 'yuga'...
and u have baldies : who want to predict and 'live' it : with just few decades of bleh blah..
the 'past' is irrelevant, useless, powerless.
it cant be 'saved'.
sure it is just week 2 of month 2 of 2026...
but does it really - feel likey it?
to me : it feels like we are jumping through time..
at an express rate...
with that 'thoth'...
i hope u enjoi the weekends...
it is life worth living for : for the past and its 0 relevance..
is part and process of the - flow 😵💫
further thoughts...
just to sum it up...
consider what 'programmed' u ...
...and u ll realize - religion, surname - ancestory - upbringing...
might be the artificial programming : which makes u 'suffer'..
hence new 'religion'...
...it would come out 'great' as i work thru it : 9 boxes to 'condense' it all..
yet ...till that time...
consider understanding layers of ur - programming via society..
none of these 'layers' of 'habitus' : is an accident...
most of dem - cause and effect of brit education and 'religion/society' as dictated by white boi via - pentidasses. 😇
u got to understand - soul and past lives...
to make sense of - family/frens....
most of the souls/peeps u meet : wont be 'new'...
...and some of dem : would be ...
but it is quite a mindbender - purpose x reboots of lifey
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