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dear Google...
...class and money : are 2 different things..
..sure the excess money : made off data of people : seems likey 'googley' dere..
wen all this started..
i felt i was just 'lucky' to have landed a googley shot..
and i did give in my best shot : to make best of the opportunity...
...for me : it was just the ability to pay off for 'house' for my son and his dogs.
as i lived the googley experiance : it became clear..
how rare a decent leader is.
the enviornment : inside was dank opposite to what public picture u potrayed.
these sold out : idiots - hacking society' rules : to live - above their means.
sure mitesh aggarwal and his minions : stole my work and credit..
to hore it for demselves..
and to top it all : karan bajwa's horing 'picks' ...losing their marbels..
to 'win'
for me : the best part was - 'personal'..
i could have never moved away from destitute of middkle klass.
the varmas the sharmas and lekhis...the frens from skool/college.
in typical middkle klass guilt fashion : dey guilted me for my professional success.
it was like - my every 'win' : was balanced with their mediocre lazy lives..
full of excuses.
it became about my fathers...their work and worth in the new world..
as i became a father myself.
i could not find myself : standing upto their heritage and standards.
for me : it was the failure : i was not willing to accept..
i refused to be a father : who could not raise his son.
in last few years, i realized the true depth / hate of caste-ism..
why it is the real dent on the civilization and hence - india.
i refused to settle for mediocre..and started working for my 'worth'.
it turns out : even no googly 'leader' can stand upto me..
in mind or in impact.
that is a fitting ode to the country : the mother and the father...
and god.
i always 'felt' : good people are running the country and hence - future..
but that 'illusion' became quite clear.
the thing with mommy veronica : was the best illusion..
..all i saw was 'coincidence' of god leading me ..
and she was dere : who needed a family too.
the 'values' which i am brought up with : gratitude is the key..
and she felt like - gratitude..
till u turned her into : her worst version.
it seems like : the worst people i accepted in my life..
were transferred to her life : for she made a 'choice'.
as we go along : i hope dere is an iota of leader : still left standing..
coz the way i see it : i ll hunt each and every 1 of dem..
till 'balance' is restored with earth/people - world.
anyways : lets show the world what we are made off.
is dere any real 'man' in dere?