Baldies...what i realized ...
peeps likey : precision...
dey likey : to save - 'time'.
i guess : i never expected this to 'fly'...
..it is not about my intents or will...
it is about believing in god..
and putting it all on the line.
it has been an enlightening journey : full of inner exploration.
the way things have been for last few decades..
we have gotten so used to 'nice' and 'verbose' of it..
people have accepted : noise as life and life as noise itself..
it is demeaning urselfves : as a meek 'watcher'..
while few - special 1s : make 'choices' for - all.
it is all - noise : news, videos, which sell us manners..
a personna : a sort of 'safe' : an expectation..
from an experiance : which we feel - rewarded with.
my posts : are dark and light..
a balance of it..(i would likey to think that 😝 )..
but i guess : that is where the 'divide' is ...
this was never about being - popular..
popular is the cause of 'now'..a world on edge of 'word' of 'few' - chosen..
nepotists
the root cause : we have accepted - 'inferiority' : globally..
slowly but steadily : between crashes and startups of unicorns..
we have accepted 'us' as being - a 'choice' for few 'rich' - ancestrally, logically and traditionally.
It is not the religion : it is how complicated people have made out things to be.
this all : came from wen i was composing - satanism..
sometimes : the questions have the answers.. 😵💫
further thoughts...
my biggest delusion over last few years..
wen we 'think'...what is really happening in dere?
who do we talk to? 😵💫
isnt it sort of - recursion? talking to ourselves...ourselves is mind ...
mind is talking to mind? 🤣
.... i am delusional for a reason 🙃
the 'inner talk' thing...
i think : u have to lose it to understand : what it really is..
i did lose it few 9 years back.....it felt like - life itself..
it wasnt depression : it was inability to 'imagine'...
....though : it did solve itself : by 'coincidence' ... 😵💫
i did get it back after a year : thats wen this reboot really started.
the google thing...and them balddies : banding together...
...dint mean a thing...
sure it took - time...and lots of idiots..
..but the 'inner talk' : that is what i really treasured...
to simplify it to - 'time' or 'money' is demeaning...
i ve seen rich peeps having all the time in the world..
destroying others or demselves..
it is not the balance of brains - left / right either..
it is purpose and discovery of it.