1 of the darkest things i noticed in middkle class : 'hacking' - addictions..
..1 of dem most common addictions : alkuhul..
..if u spend enough time with an addict...
u ll realize : they 'create' their own version of 'truth'..
whatever suits dem..
and people who plant those 'reasons' or award those 'habits'..
sometimes : do it for diabolical reasons.
It is the worst form of abuse...
using some 'money' : to destroy a family...
coz a bottle may cost few 100 rupees..
but the 'damage' it does to the people around the addict..
This was the darkest algo : which i seen narcassists use and deploy..
en mass : publically : as 'culture' 'progressed'.
i dont mind alkuhul : rum fan here..
but dere is 'moment' of it..
use of it.
alkuhul : by nature and prepration of it..
is decomposition of food ..
into a form.
it is a substance to weaken your torus field..
slowly : but surely.
people complain about 'blackouts' and 'being under influence'..
but in reality : it is the demons of dem : speaking though alkuhul.
people who 'do' it : worst friends/familia..
and people / bossed who 'weaponse' it using parties...
...ur general 90s 'baldie' : using page 3 society/feminism..
to induce a debug : a noe into the dark side of any1.
the personal 'story' : is a lot : darker.
..but someday : i will tell it ... in much detail..
it would kinda prove : hoe money might not be 'happy'..
unless u knoe : ur happy.
further thoughts...
i kinda knew - auntie veronica had 0 chance..
her excitement of being 'googley' showed..
the lockdown : only made it more - visible and desperate..
and baldies : dey smell those 'moments' ..
creating insecurities : to hack dem - choices.
i kinda 'sensed' it ...but dere was no 'logic' : she was 'sold' to the idea of - google success with 'boss'.