hey 'past'....
i think you loved maslow : a bit too much...
it is based on 'ego' : the pdf angrezu fatheres of urs : could only make -triangles.
my method of 9 choices..
is quite : superior..
it is not complicated..and is - 'fun'.
anyways : this is about lessons for next gen - kids and all..
..i call 'kids' : all peeps who are open to - failures...i find 'failing' - fun.
anyways : it is about maslow and hacking it..
...hoe i hacked ur senior dei aukaat...inkluding veronicas, betties and my - close frens..
is something of a marvel : in our digital taj mahal.
the crux : was hoe 'ego' build as 'justification'..
..using 'equality' of 3d - origins and 'association' : to hack ur kinds.
it was clear : i was a 'nice' - tool for u all..
some : for emergencies..mental help...support...
and being : always dere.
i knew - none of u : would 'likey' this...wen i got started..
wen i got into navy/drdo - passed engineering..
and u all - flunked in years, expectations, veronicas and general - being 'rich'.
it is not likey : life dint u 'opportunities'..
i saw u got more than 'enough'...but i also saw u - squandering dem..
ego : was the decider : the cause of all the - failures.
anyways...if kavita sharma : tainted anything which i introduced to her ..
the other was 'personal' - close frens : coping since class 11 ..
for all the beatings, humiliations and just : being chosen by prime veronica.
den : money and father' home : dint help the 'friendship' either.
my home : and me opening it for u : only became u 'thingking' too much..
..jealousy became : louder.
failures : were planted...reputation : always waiting for any 'failure'.
my naitivety : was believing u 'wanted' to be happy/successful..
..and that was the masslow of it...
u peeps : never knew ur 'happiness'...
u thoth : the big house and the money : was reason for me - happy.
it was just 'code' and being humbled at it..
before it : it was video games and 'stuff' - kites, carrom and others...
the core reason : i never feared : getting humbled..
...and thats why we are here : ur cowardise and copes - are the diff between us..
..apart from - purpose!
it is quite 'syd'...
but 'happy' for new gens
further thoughts...
whatever u tell as 'purpose' or 'achievements'...are just page 3 : approved 'activities'...being fakey buddhas and 'elderlie' : is 1 of dem. 😇
page 3 is ur gawd : jezebelle spirit of jeruhole. 😵💫
my debug : was multifold...
i needed to drop 2 of dem...taints of my lifey..
...sisters and their 'supermans'..
and the lowly uglies of teens i bullied..
who stuck to me : to not get bullied..
we still end up in same place...after few 30 years.
kinda : feels like old times.. 😝
reposting it....
coz ... the lesson : still the same..
fear of humbling or ...still being a fighter?