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zee "past"...
...i hope : your 'worth' is getting 'resized'..
as we go along. dere is a certain beauty to it...
it is about skills : and shedding all the 'labels'...
the 'stories' which u made up..
with 'lucky' of being me - with all that 'money' in inheritance and - 'lucky jobs'..
i left everything : to prove it to me..
how 'good' i am : can be.
i was surprised : at me.
the 18 months 'silence'...
was me : actually - understanding this cockroach jar...
what drives it...
what makes it 'hungry' and so 'needy'...
to be invited - to 'parties'...
to be : an instagram/facebook/linkedin - hore
it was about 'kids' of mine...
so it had to be - quite cold and foolproof....
i knew how it would be perceived..
peeps : who are just : destitutes of different 'feelings'..
are quite keen : to 'win'..
the crowd of lusers : u hang out with : call it 'familia/frens'..
make sure : parties : are pre-mature..
as most of ur kinds : origins and 'results'..
i knew : u had plans with my money - inheritance..
u ll like to live like it...
spend it : show it..
more destitutes : would join in : being part of the 'charade'..
it has a certain : equation of middkle iq/class..
18 months : was just the 'safe' threshold...
for varmas : it meant their ugly skinned, fat, sugar addicted..cancer attracting..
superior, below middkle klass 'dna' superiority : would sing..
the varma cancer balls : would smoke my klassic milds..
and live it like he owns my home..
for kavita sharma and his criminal hore of 'proud' hubby and 'partners'..
it meant : dey all look like poly lusers : who cant kuk their ugly banlding faces..
to their 'loyal' poly wives >55 years/iq
the 'sharma' tag : a hore dead father with fat brother of brothel..
would have to keep - 'maun vrat' : for not providing as father..
or - as a 'man'.
and i am sure : she thoth she ll get a 'googley' tittle too..
dey were handing dem out like dei candies : with dei leadersheep.
the tarun/rashmi lekhi : it meant their unread aukaat : with tasteless cope of money..
just look likey an unread tasteless lives..
look satanic and worthless. the dulla hubby : is a living regret with a 'son' of dem - destitutes
for me : it just means : i can make it all - from 0..
even in my 40s...
that is the kind of 'son' : his forefathers would be 'proud' of...
a 'surname' : an ancestory : proud...
coz the values : were simple...
it is for kids of familia...
not burdens of dem.
i had to redefine : family
u are my ultimate slap to 'sharmas' and their - 'dharma' of mugging..
begging with 'entitlement'
...i ve stopped giving 'alms' and 'time' to 'destitutes' with no hope..
i would rather - feed a dog. 😇
further thoughts...
all 'this' : serves a 'purpose'...
the kid or me : wont owe u 'time' or 'money' or 'association'.
sort of 'investment' in future .
the other practical reason - 'time'...
i want to come for u : wen u cant afford it - black crows..
or mental - 'help' 😘