waise ...i put in a lot of thoth in 'why' of last few years..
...only delusional answers : make sense..
...it was a 'test' : of me, my will, values and den - all of it 😵💫
i noe : none of this makes sense ...
thats why : i stopped explaining peeps likey u..
the 'iq' and 'attitude' : both not conducive..
coz u can make up for iq..
but not for aged - attitude
😇
further thoughts...
i think god directed me to most demonic creatures in last few years..
...i think it was the test i craved for...
and it was god : putting me to test - his plan - hiding me and stuff 😵💫