Kids...i am trying to be a nicer unkle noe...
so goodie goody stuff : knoeledgable stuff...approved stuff..
...my fascination with mount kailash started wen all the disinterest in mundane..
...drove me off from page 3 reasons of it.
money : seemed like a force which was destroying -'me'..
i dint knew the reasons : wen all this started..
just a total surrender to what 'choices' i made..
and total acceptance of it ..
the 'why' of it all : was my burden..
and living amonst shadows of middkle class destitutes..
was punishment of my cowardise
: of not being able to create distance from dem..
i realized it was 'programming' by religion and society..
which gave aged idiots : some 'logic' and authority : to run others lives..
as parameter of their middkle iq approved success..
it wasnt just me : it was everywhere : where people tried to became - thoth independent.
that was in 2017...wen debugging : started..
it was an NDE : which made me 'talk' to my ancestors..my forefathers..
a spiral was initiated : to 'why' of it all...
and thats why : the 'past' had to die...for a future : worth living for.
I think mount Kailash : is intrinincally related to 'Bharat' or IndiAsia..
..i think kangress : did a great disrespect to 'culture' and our relationship with God...
a relation : which has to be restored : no matter what the 'cost/sacrifice' is.
further thoughts...
i have few decades to prepare for it...
it is not really age of physical 'things'...
i think it is discernment : which is needed ...to reach "Shambhala"...
...total purging of matter from spirit .... i think that is what the 'cost' is..
i have 'work' : lots of it ...but someday : i ll go dere. 😇
the 'baba' bit : if u really watch it ...u ll see the 'explanation' is -
'purpose-less'.
i dont agree with - 'everything is purpose-less'...
i believe : it is not right to assume anything about 'god'..
it is the god <-> dog thing.
1nce u start believe in 'everything is purposeless'...
..the next stop is 'nihilism'.
thats hoe pdf freud got 'western progress' : or just 'assumption' of it.
vampires = energy harvesters = popets..
physical and invisible..