zee kids...purpose : has a perspective..
i never understood : me being 'weird'...
peeps thoth of me as 'nice'...and i thoth of me as 'weird'...
and den : i would get a synchronocity..
a hint..anything..
the start of this journey : was a personality test..
that explained : the '%' of 'my' kinds..
and why life was weird ...
and simple things like : i dont care about money..
felt likey deaf taquiyya qalam dey are do used to in middkle klass..
it is their : biggest hypocricy..
religion : is their justification of it..
same as : ancestral karma : caste karma : sibling karma..
and their 'cope' of life and their : parenthood..
we already practice our own religions..
we practice it with our : dependents..
to earn respect : from 'elders'..
and it is a spiral..
india is special : coz it is fusion of personal x professional..
which is illogical..
raise ur own kids right..
den talk about 'religion'..
coz it is all a tool : to cause unhappy : different layers of it..
only 1% who noe it : are happy for 99% of it - sheep..
...this is 'my' perspective...
from 'god's perspective : i think i am a 'karma' catalyst..
peeps think i am nice..
and i do try to be..
but gods' purpose : is something else..
he noes me inside out...
so he banks on me..
as i listen to him..
sure bias is mine..
intents : are his...
amits and i : are just pawns ...
he already 'won'..
and i toh : ok with losing .. 😇