about googley cloud - banglaHole...
...i just cant imagine : hoe amit biharPhone or chachi Veronica..
...dont end up in jail or courts..
i noe : it is a dissapointing end...
but if i look back...u cant do much.
sure : from my perspective : i always have self bias...
my self bias : is weird : it is lack of ego..
and veronica' self bias : is 'ego'...purpose is not page 3 thing for dem..
which makes me remember : how veronicas are made....
the story of kavita : would show how well 'oldies' control : pretty peeps...
and destroy dem : with their 'senior' judgments and approval...
i want to write this story : in some earnest ...
a story of taking innocence away from a kid sister...
coz the elder sister : was jealous...
felt as her 'identity' was erased by siblings..
for a purposeless ugly short napolean complex person..
it can 'turn' dem into snakes...
a veronica' world is quite different from my bully boi -> father duties man...
sure she needs - 'money'...
but 'money' is security for freedom for her...
what to do with money : be happy with it...is where senior snakes strike.
mommy veronica : never had a chance...
..frankly : looking back : i think it was asking too much from her...
a person who leans on others : to define 'happy' or to 'belong'...
the making of veronica : by page 3 hinduism : rejection and judgment..
that would take much time...much nostalgia and research..
but for now ..
mommy veronica doenst knoe where she went rong..
and even if : she was rong...
for her : it was just harmless 'flirting' : which involved a family...
..and bosses : dey told her...
she believes in victim-ness.
i hate victims or being 1.