hey amit bro...dese days are special between us...
kinda : 'last of us' - happy poly metaverse global google virtual family 🤣
...i am sure...u ll be pretty : stumped and shocked by how and pace of it..
but ...thats why i rite..
so u can refer to your datewise : whooping..
sort of a cheap searchable dictionary for your - forms..
talking about honesty..
lemme level with u ... local istyle..
i think it was major misstep : in few 'initial' moves..
it went all downhill from dere..
we were always fighting 'time'...delaying the inevitable.
2 major flaws..
coming early...
no bro : i dont mean 'that'...i mean : the feeling of having 'arrived'...
i think the 'director' tag went into ur head...
it sounded 'permanant' for your bihari mind..
in an industry : where product lifespan is 4 years.
i think ur 'inside' knows the fluke ur life has been...safe..
which climbed on balding balls..
the ciagra stuff : is just reflection of minds of it..
sure : it prevents coming early ...but what about the 'mind'?
pea-cock-ness and insecurity
bro...this is where u lost the love angle ...
with klass of veronicas i ve dealt with : money is never anything..
ego : is.
dey never break-up : in clear words..
dey blame u : for abstract reasons : in words and impact which sticks and stings
i think that is were u played rong.
the twin - flamey stuff : was just 'assuming' i would go gaga for a mommy..
with a kid : who asked me for - family : at 40+..
it wasnt love or lust of anything...
just my fatal flaw : of respecting coincidences.
...but anyways : thats all water under the bridge and all ..
we are about - 'now'....
i daresay ask : hoe it is looking...
but i would rather not : (refer to coming early : descibed earlier)...
i think i did something : which is of lot of 'value'..
...and i am quite aware : of your kinds - 'nature'..
u tend to come back with 'imaginary emotional' bleh blah social reasons..
to beg ur way back ... googlers , baldies, frens, familia : all hoe u 'rented'..
i wanted a big firm boundary from the past..
no intererence : no running of free fund free time pass..
...just coz i knew ur kinds.
..it was about all dimensions of comparision...
i ve not forgotten about it...
the reason for bleh blah ... was to just ensure u..
I wish u all the best...for family and what u thing is urs.
i will take whats mine.
that is as fair as life allows us to be...
after 15 days : my 'value' may change'...
and i wont be able to 'play ' with u..
I ve made my point with 'baldies'..
the future 1s : ll behave 'nice'..
that is the objective which i had with this bleh blah..
save time with baldies : eliminate dem by 'value'.
...i get 1 chance to make it count...
that is the law : the stakes for 0..
and i won : everytime ..precision ..consistency of flukes..
tc bro : keep the hope : alive.
further thoughts...
someday i ll share the link of mind with lower brains..
dere 'resonance'..the formation of torus fields of invisible kinds..
resonance : which makes it 'flow'...
but ...lets save something for later.. 😵💫
i think ur lower brains chakra is derieving much nutrition...and ciagra stuff with ++ ...is making the upper chakra : devoid of anyting..
it is the classical diff between western white take : mind is everything
and indi take of 'stomach' or food as medicine.