about mommy veronica..
and 'choices'...u have to deal with an 'addict'..
to predict the behavior.
the nature of addiction : is highly misunderstood by most..
addiction : make 'time' go - nice.
for most : legal addictions are gateway to 'spirits'..
we are living in world created by masons - $veronica creates - spirits..
alkuhul : is a great example of it..
something which is globally sold as - success x entertainment
my thing about alcohol : it is a 'portal'..
portal : which allows spirits : to live through dem.
$veronica : whereever she goes : creates a society off dem..
'entertainment - page 3 of civilized peeps'.
peeps likey amit kumar : biharphone 55 ...
increment those 'addictions' : smartly..
by parties and moments of it..
in 18 months of 'silence'..
i disregarded how amti boi : used the money which i made for dem..
commisions and 'dreams'..
simpies and dimpies : fuel the parties..
amit funds the parties ; with free money..
and it 'spreads'..as happiness..approved by 'director' of google : success.
i seriously : underestimated the 'addiction' part of it..
our 'talks' : were borne out of 'trauma bond' of - failed marriages..
the 'reasons' may be different.
but the trauma : was common.
it looked perfect bait : a family : of own choosing.
but page 3 : has redefined : kewl leadership : family.
a 'mentor/boss' -> looks likey a sigma 'man'...wen he supplying all the 'cope'
cope of success, money and big names with brand.
she never had a chance..
but i game for 'impossible'..
it was impossible to believe in her : sanity..
but i did try : to make her believe : some1 can
: without 'incentive' or commission
: without the lure of 'pretty'
but that is not what habitus of mommy veronica : told her...
dey told her : all want for her skin...
her worst fear...yet : played on by her - dearest..
it is the scar : which she created.
scars likey those : do get healed...but not by people who caused it.
...all i have is experiance : to share : nothing more..
her 'choices' : her karma.
my son : wont bear mine.
further thoughts...
the jezebelle spirit : is quite 'real'... 😵💫
it is what speaks : wen peeps are hammered...those words and voices : not of their own : but comes thru dem..
wen identity is completely overtaken : it decides - 'choices' as 'ego'.
that is what the 'digital exorcism' is all about..
it is complete : yet she wont know it yet...
it takes years for it to completely drain out...and it seems : impossible.