it is weird u noe...
..i was going through last years' bleh blah...
...and i cant notice : how 'nice' i was...
wen dere was no reason to be....
it is weird : it is the -bane of noeing..
if i planned 'this'...den i also knew..
how this would end...
and how she would end up looking.
i dont noe how to explain the logic of it all.
maybe the hockus pockus : worked..
or i owed her : more?
coz : noeing her : also makes me aware ...
how it looked : and how impossible was it for 'her'
i asked too much..
...for her to have 'logic' to save her selves?
that : was quite illogical...
..yet feels : right.
further thoughts...
i think it how we defined - impossible..
her impossible : was me to survive all of dem ..
my impossible : is 'maths' 😆