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it would make sense : in 'karma' terms.
my father : creates all of us : siblings
his karma made me ...
his money : made more of me - student - engineer etx
it also created my siblings and house
a house : which i hate - neo bihar -rohini
a house : which may be a few crores..
a prize on my head : the gutter of neo bihar = rohini.
it worked till my fathers' karma offseted the burden of this house..
that evil house : which always reduced the number of people it homed..
it was cursed.
It was not the home : it is the money and what it became..
jealousy envy
that was me : trying to defy physics : the gutter of it all - habitus.
my gutter was not my childhood home..
my gutter was clean roads of rohini.
to pay : was paying for his karma : his legacy and his - creation.
my happy : was giving up his 'duties'.
to be me : as i was born : meant to be.
further thoughts...
giving up on that money : happiest choice i ever made..
..it is not emotional : it is just 'skills'...
i earned more : built more : i was an engineer : self made : not default of 'born'.
the 'balance' is 'time' of it.
in 3d : i can claim anything back : anytime.
but 'time' is what i about - hacking..
i can take it all back : anytime..
but now i noe : how time works...and how to use it.
..i will end up making 10x or more off it..
u ll see...that how u ll finally believe : me religion of it.