zee veronicas ...

07 Dec 2025

zee veronicas ...
...it is certain growing up which i did..
it sounds simple : but starts with a bitter truth : life aint bollywood..

it doent get over in 3 hours of it..
it goes on : for years ... decades...
sure we make truths : our perspectives of our ego..

but the subconscious is a different beast..
it is the un tameable reflection of ego..

addictions of any kinds..
are a reflection of those..

i dont really care about 'kind' of addiction..
every thing is an addiction - sugar, chocos..
or even the thrill of 'win'..

somewhere i read ... or heard..
we live in age of 'child' or 'kid'..

it made a hole lot of sense...
we are a generation of soft cozy life..
and that is where our L0 : were end of our 3d moments..

i dont have that luxury..to make 'wins'..
loses are losses : all kinds..

u win what u could..
and i lose what i could ve..

it is the code of warrior.. in any forms...

and what we end up creating ; is a sucky 'war'..

sure there is always 'hope' : has to be..

but this is end of yugas : the waking up of the 'kid' generation..
sort of ... conclusion of a chapter in mankinds' history of evolution..

in a way : u all are 'prime' of your generations..
..and u all : so are..

but this is about 'next' of us : future to be able to have choice of kids..
not the programmed sigma alpha selective quantum delusunal feminism u play as...

we shant be playing games created by 90s baldies..
stakes : much bigger than we expected...

i told u : i might burn it all..

i was not kidding : we have to burn a lot of it ..
beyond - ego.

but u are always entitleted to some sort of words and respect..
..it is the ancient code of it..

u always 'win'.
..that is our 'promise' of indus kinds.

...the purpose of it all - balance and 'war'.

and 'phal ki iccha : na karo' 😇 🙏

further thoughts...

hole 2 epics : partially to restore 'grace' of women...and here : ego..
but noe : dey wont learn from brown boi 😂