i think a veronica : is finally 'blaming' herselves..
for 'believing' in simpies and dimpies of dem..
...i think she is syd...
sydness : which she is owning up to now..
choices.
but ego and 'blame' make a veronica..
she wont be a veronica : if she 'aplogizes'..
it is too late : she is forgiven : was always...
the forgiveness : means i mean no trouble to her...
but i wont waste time on 'past'..
my forgiveness : is 0 time-ness of 'past'.
i think she needs to define 'love' - by past of it..
the bits of it : which made a perfect 'amit'.
but going through those moments..is the cost of it.
..cost which she has to pay for : in her time.
//should listen to mom : less. 🤪
further thoughts...
should ve found a lyrical version of it... 😆
pimpin : is too 'explicit' in the song... ..
we likey the the hindu song dance of 'power' and
it is the 'words'...
...i know her 'words'...her creativity..
dere was noe her in dose msges - but a mom using mommy' identity to leech of her pretty life for her 'future' - unkles of amits.
...the ultimate darkness : a mother using her daughter for her 'ego'.
mommy veronicas : would hate me for it..as would all veronicas..
but my promise is to future : daughter of dem.