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zee amit bro...
since we ve established few patterns...
...let me share : 'why' of my patterns..
having an iconic legend of a grandfather..
gave me few hints about - gravitas.
my grandfathers' gravitas : was respect based on fear..
..fear of what he was capable of doing.
i think it was the 'words' and what those words meant ..
coming from his 'will'.
my sisters might not ve told u about him..
coz he scared peeps on all levels...
that is the kind of 'inheritance' : which either makes u..
or breaks us in 'expectations'.
in a way, leaving this childhood village for neo bihar - rohini..
did 'free' me from 'expectations'..
sure i got beaten to the pulp..couple of times..
but i learnt.
i needed to learn, coz i had to.
...and it played off - beautifully...
coz dey were all -lessons...
all this hockus pockus stuff : u keep on trying..
is sort of useless on me..
it is the blood, lineage and will behind it : true inheritance, legacy.
and 'education' : i got it in streets...
with awesome : music, quotes and the best character at the time
normal for most purposes : but 'fighting' gives him and outlet..
to use that hidden force : the urge : the instinct.