let me clarify : dimensions...and intents..and use of this 'gestalt'..
basically : lets assume we are lazy things : we move via - feels..
physical feels - mental feels..
ego is an mental concept..
it is how : we are viewed..
it is not anything : which we create...
it is the reflection : of the work / impact..
feedback of the energy : as world identifies us as..
identity : as 'world' sees it - L2.
here : i call it a 'dimension'.
the gestalt of 9 choices ..
works on how u spend your time : in hacking this -dimension.
it arises from a 'feel' - 0,0
but it is an L2 concept - 2,0 - identity : world : habitus etx.
anything you feel/work on / spend time on ...
consumes your - now - 1,1
and if the impact of work/time on this 'dimension'..is just 'preservation'..
the expected result is - 2,1
so your time is 'consumed' in preserving the 'same' - ego..
so u spent your time - to no 'new'..
hence your growth or lack of it : is 2,0 - destruction of time/self/life.
so to sum it up..
the path which the 'dimension of ego' ended up following ..
2,0, 1,1 - 2,0 - the destruction or sauvastika path.
the book : would explain it well..
i just want to share it as we go along...
further thoughts...
when u quantify this relative scale to real world - values like 'money'...
it would make a spiral - growth : inwards or outwars...with 'time'..
a sorted 'mind' - student's mind : creates outward spiral..growth.
urs : ego preservation : is conversion of 'time ' to 'ego'..which would make 'money' but not at the 'rate' at which a student mindset would....ie an inward spiral : where 'time' or growth wrt to it : becomes 'inwards' - money, impact etx.