amit bro : bura na maniyo...
post 11 pm bro talk type.. 😉 ..
...kaisi kat rahi hai? 🤣
tujhe bilkul bhi idea nahi tha...
who are u taking on... 😆
in all this..
i ve fancied i am likey a painter with 'words' 😵💫 🍻 🥸
chachi : is quite inspirational.. 🤣
legend : really 😀
u bro : all said and done : totally made for each other..
really : the money and future of it : might ve 'pushed her away 🥲 '...
but this is trail and tribulations of 'cosmic twin divine alignment' stuff..
i dont want to rite about it...
i do think : if this is become : addictive to me..
or just toxic..
but den : it all looks : so silly ..
and funny too..
...and den i am reminded : u wont ve stopped..
and that is the 'method' of your 'growth'..
dere was reason for all of it..
u had to meet your maker..
god assigns his chosen 1s to appropriate - malice.
as far as i am concerned : our 'game' is over..
but delusions want a page 3 finale..
so let it be bro...
your wedding : and horsey is ready!!
further thoughts...
..that alchemy stuff : those 7 hermetic laws : allowed me to see this 'equation' of ours : beyond 3d connotations..
u both 'needed me' : for many things..
but not whole me...and u crafted this googley world : to make urselves - whole.
but den : even if ideal scenario of me 'dissapering' : the realation ship needs a constant supply of 'workers' to keep this hawt relationship : alive.
which made it simple : for me it wasnt 'love' : but something convoluted : complex...open kinds.
not fatherly kinds.