u noe...a very curious thing happens : wen u realize your home is a house..
it has all the people u dont want or need..
but all of your 'flaws' : walking around in people..
i was there : few years back...
paying for ingrates by ingrates for approval of ingrates..
i realized a UP born destitute low thoughput cows : called varmas..
did some 'taquiyya' of mugging south delhi chicks : manners..
and hooked my home to her home..
siphoning off happiness/money/time/resources..
to destitute cancer balls : smoked and created by my money...
klassic regulars : rs 20/stick..
siraj varma destitute senior ...was living my life..
making piss poor : urdu poetry..
wooing girls across the border : where unkle' in law' age..
wont be a barrier in living a bollywood life....
i realized : heck - i can smoke better..
and write better crap..
coz i dint produce crap of kids of varma..
anyways sweets veronica..
that was me : few years back..
and u came along : lit the fuse ...
it was : freedom : from all the approval : which was stuck on me..
with my money/time/surname...
it is where u are now : a choice..
to burn it all : or comply : for safe : approved : kiddy : choices.
s5, e34
further thoughts...
the tragedy : of inheritance...
kavita sharma : wanted my identity..
divya lekhi : wanted my 'inheritance'..
and diya madame : wanted my servitude..
...all tooled and enabled by : super values of surnames of destitute of hinduism.
leaving that ingrate cockroach jar : with luser 'attracted' ; best choice ever...
a new life : freedom from hindusim of hollow page 3.