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mommy veronica : doesnt know depths of lows...
a narc goes to : to protect his 'ego'...
before that : it is what defines 'happiness' for a purposeless - narc...
kavita sharma : was the best case of 'observations'...
the realization was quite simple...
she loved : being miserable : and spreading the misery.
her happiness
: was knowing how many people cared for her being miserable..
and using dem for solving for their misery
: was her happiness.
it is so toxic and dark : intense and consuming...
that people involved : never realize the frequency..
why is this person : always unhappy?
always begging for 'help'?
and convinces every1 : of their entitlement for it.
it is just how narcs : make demselves relatable..
their happiness : is others misery.
they need 'souls' : to feed on.
it is not just us : dere are many out dere..
s5, e30
further thoughts...
sympathy : is their food..
and peeps who are sympathetic : are their fuel and tools.
most 90s : 'genius' : being purpose-less....
finds happiness in common compete / wins.
amit kumar / kavita sharma : 2 aspects of same narc..
professional and personal...
page 3 : is their god.
dey always happy : in groups /parties..
but unhappy : alone or wen u talk to dem..
...it is all part of algo : dey justify parties as their happiness..
wen parties are functions to make more : victims..
some by 'money/food' - gluttony..
or just identifying the tools to exploit..
by now : amit knows mommy veronica's personals more than her...
'and worst : dey believe him too.
she has been alone : for some years now : those 'fights' with good frens : dey were 'instigated' to isolate her.