on delusional side of things..

on delusional side of things..
it takes me back to my first NDE...
i was in an ashram ... 3rd year of kollege..

desperate to get 'better'...
doing and trying : anything...

it was night...i felt thirsty..
and i dont remember : returning to bed...

the 'dream' : was something else...
maybe past : maybe future : maybe some other birth...

i was doing what i do best ...
it felt good..

and den i was back : assured to be 'alive'....back ...
and somewhat assured of - soul of it...sure of it. 😵‍💫

further thoughts...

i had - 3 of dem in total..
dey are absolutely : memorable...unforgettable.