amit vro..
i really like happy families : dey make 'nation' grow.
healthy families are made by healthy parents 🥰
When u snaked me to get the job and money ..
i kinda : understood it.
At some level : i agreed to the holy matrimony with boss
and the dei junior he selected to work with me.
Sure, bhabhi made the 1st move on official gMeet..
that made it : somewhat uncomfortable and yet : understandable
The reason for taking 'time' ..and not chasing the prettiest mommy alive..
was just realizing : rebounds
i know rebounds...yet : i think the most important decision or mistake of my life..
was a rebound..when i thought : rebound was over.
This was 40s.
I dont likey peeps who speak : selectively.
Marriages : and their 2000+ version of dem : is quite obvious..
society : is being broken by an invisible perverse force..
which makes : marriages : a joke.
Her need to 'ensure' it : was a cope : a pressure from society.
her "breakups" : were with a shaking voice..
likey she is angry.
U are not angry : when u are sure.
I think u both : made for each other ...
and thats why I kept writing these letters..
save your 'stolen' : family.
her love is : google : brand x page 3 x fame x money : for nothing : just prettyness.
thats just demeaning : the women i know and still respect.
Relativity : what registers as attractive female prime mommy for you..
looks like a 'creature' for me...a different species which thinks different
: risk, reward, family
It is a values system : which comes from 'trust'.
this 'trust' : is earned by money : which seems more like an 'emi' for marriage..
which is just AI veronica : which is not perfect.
thats why ai veronicas : sell ...
dey quantifies 'trust' -> money.
all the best bro : i am no googley powercouple..
...and i redifined 'googleys' : the standard was too low.
further thoughts...
i think of all of us : as a burden on future..
we made kids...
and that should be it...for the games of it..
...that is narcissism : which makes us do : all this...
we pretty much "irrelevant" : from stories and love of it...
...thats a parents take : not a sigma boi 55 'perspective'.
both of you : change 'character' on few puny deals : bKash and that beximco..
sure big names ...but my mood was about creating 'legacy'..
not another page 3 photoshop of a life.
all this bleh blah...
i know there was no 'fixing it' - treason covered by muddled dei love..
as mitesh / karan wanted it to be : coz 'engineering' was not the arcade..
character was.
whose character is what now? I dont even care about it.
take care bro : just letting my kid know where i lost my years with him : and why of it : the cause of it : ...google and mommy of it.