" why my delusions dont make sense"
"why god : is kind to that ....0"....
..zee baldies...it is likey : i can hear those thoths
i am finally getting excited about 'coding' all this bleh blah..
it is those classes : dey are making demselves..
about the 'gift' part : and 'this logic thing'..
i would say : it is gratitude and humility..
when backed by skills.
Long ago : i shared a 'delusion'..
i thoth Saraswati maa : has some special consideration for me...
it must ve been such a joke for pentidasses and approval 😆
anyways : that is the exact point ...
learning : is always 'female god'...
that is the way it is : always been.
humility : is a product of that..
when u angry : do u learn anything?
anger : is a masculine god...
sure the devis : do a great job at it...
but some concepts : are inherently feminine and masculine.
engineering: is that anger.