s5,e16 : veronicas' descent into 'choices'..
...she wants to find out : where exactly she went rong..
and why of it ... the first choice ... or creation of it..
was it the need for 'fame'?
or the security?
or the humor?
or the 'sorry if i made u - uncomfortable - apology'?
or was it creation of many 'choices'..?
it is a lot of things..
it is not a pleasant ride...
and it leads to being alone..
we are just phases apart : all of us..
this is what makes me - 0..
and the unfortunate 'example' of 'know'..
is it really a 'gift'?
or just a bane?
i dont think its either...
for me : i ve realized : but burdens are of my size..
it leads to evolution of me..
never back down from a challenge..
specially : if it contradicts my new form religion..
a 0 and its '0' home..
privacy and boundary of it..
it is for her to find : what is 'her'..
why it felt : different ?
and what scared 'it'?
it was the spontaneous bleh blah : which she blurted out..
'....its like i can hear your thoughts...'..
for me : that was a weird : delusion : confirmed..
maybe it was the voice : the emotion contained in it..
or maybe : it is all : delusions..
it is gone now ... but surely : weird.
further thoughts...
i think linkedin has to 'evolve' to become - shariya approved..
and trampo : likes tax on : stuff..
so it is general : disability of thoths on linkedin . regrets but song and dance era : is ending anyways : time to defend for future of it : is more likeyly the : tune.